For a couple of months over the summer I forgot to believe the title of my blog. I was in a really dark place because of cancer. I let it take over. I was really scared.
One day recently, I read something a breast cancer survivor wrote about her experience and she could have been writing my words. She talked about recovery being a process, and one day you will find that that your thoughts won't be all about death, but about life. And, even though I am not totally there yet, I am edging toward a feeling that I really am grateful to be alive. I can feel some of my old determination creeping back into my thoughts and decisions.
So that's where I have been. Down the dark rabbit hole.
Next month is October, which is Breast Cancer Awareness Month.....to celebrate, I am going to have the mother of all blog giveaways (stamps, Nestabilities, etc.). Details coming soon. Also coming soon are some things I have been working on. Nothing like stamps and ink to put you in a good mood!
I am leaving you with a card I made for my husband for our 29th anniversary in August. Sometimes we exchange mushy cards and sometimes they are funny. This year I thought we might need something funny. I made the jelly shiny on the PBJ sammie and the card made my husband laugh when he opened it.
Card Recipe:
PB&J stamp by Two Scoops Rice Designs
Copic Markers
Espresso Adirondack dye ink pad by Ranger
French Vanilla cardstock from the Chocolate Box Collection
by Core’dinations Cardstock
Spots and Dots Cuttlebug embossing folder by Provo Craft
3/8 inch purple grosgrain ribbon by American Crafts
Classic Rectangles, Large and Classic Scalloped Rectangles,
Large Nestabilities dies by Spellbinders
Tan, brown and purple cardstock by Bazzill
Computer generated sentiment
Wendy: Love the card and am abolutely loving seeing you back here girlfriend. You hang in there and know that we love you are so glad to hear that you are getting your determination back. Many hugs, Pat Jaynes
Posted by: Pat Jaynes | September 16, 2009 at 01:10 PM
Great to hear from you Wendy. I love your PBJ card, it is adorable.
Natalie x
Posted by: Natalie | September 16, 2009 at 03:25 PM
Wendy fab to see & hear from you & so pleased that your spirits are finally lifing into a brighter place.
Love the anniversary card . . it brought a big smile to my lips.
Take care,
Lou
x
Posted by: Lou | September 17, 2009 at 03:56 PM
Here's to the light coming from the end of the tunnel, looking upward! :) Your card is certainly a smile maker...love the shiny grape jelly! Happy anniversary!! And happy life :)
Kim Marie
Posted by: Kim Marie | September 20, 2009 at 05:24 PM
Oh Wendy I love this card, it is so cute. Thanks for sharing with us, and It sounds like your on your way there.
Hugs Cindy
Posted by: Cindy van Oorschot | September 24, 2009 at 05:37 PM
glad to hear are back on the up
xx
Posted by: lyzzydee | September 25, 2009 at 05:05 PM